There must be something wrong with me. I have a constant need to feel wanted. You might say…on no everyone goes through that. Everyone wants to feel wanted. But this is different. I don’t know what it is about me. But I need it. I need it to function. I fall apart if I don’t feel needed. Right now my friend base is 0. All I have is my mom and my boyfriend and sometimes I get too needy and I push them away. I’m being counter productive. I wish I could tell myself why I’m like this. Why can’t I just be okay with being lonely? Is it because I’ve been alone for so long? Why does stress affect me so? Is it because I’m constantly telling myself somewhere deep in my unconscious that I’m not, nor will I ever be good enough? It’s taken me all month to send this post in. And all it’s given me is more questions. Something is wrong with me. It’s like an infestation of bugs inside my head gnawing at my every thought and every action. Someone please fix me.
(inspirshannon)
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