I’m scared of her. I’m scared that she’ll come back and I’ll go with her. I’m scared that the moment I see her, I’ll lose everything I’ve gained since she left. I’m scared that she’ll come back and I’ll forget the pieces of myself that I’ve collected so carefully. I’m scared that she still has power over me. I’m scared that I’ll never be able to let go of my fears. I’m scared that everything I’ve built is just cardboard and tape, that I’m fooling only myself. I’m scared that she was the only thing that was ever real. I’m scared that I won’t be able to stand against her. I don’t trust myself.
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